i'm trying not to be so gloomy, but really, my mood is so up and down with how i feel about my body. i wish i could just chill and accept it for now and accept the fact that it will get to be what i want it to be eventually, but errrrrghhh.. i just want the numbers to go down. its hard to feel good about working out and shiz when the scale stays at 138... and i know, i know, muscle weighs more than fat, and its not about the number, its about how you look and feel, but DAMMIT its a little bit about the number, and i want it at 135.. and then 130... and maybe 125?
well, heres some pics who dont have the same problems as i do:
^ i just think this is funny xD <3